I have decided that I am, in fact, not living forever. I have also decided I have not lived as clean as possible in my 56 years.
I have been working to keep to a routine that involves physical fitness, mental wellness and spiritual growth going forward.
It is the best I can do and let the Lord decide the time.
I also know friends in worst shape and some who have died and some who are dying.
Life is a terminal deal. We get to go around as much as the good Lord allows. My plan is to live as well as I can until I am called home.
I get SOS's lament. You hit an age where folks you know die. Mist of my friends are still dying of cancer or preventable things, but I suspect I am only 15 or 20 years from when age catches up to my friends (and likely me).